Thursday, February 27
Krissa has heard my frustrated ramblings on this subject, so now I will offer it you other fine ladies. Of course it has to do with a guy. And even as I begin to type this out, I wonder if I should even give it any more of my energy.
I've liked the same guy now going on over 3 years. We are just friends but live in seperate cities, about 300 miles apart. At one point, when we first met, I thought the feeling was mutual. But nothing has ever happened between us. Nothing physical, just friends.
He may even have a girlfriend, I don;t know. It's a subject we NEVER discuss. Well, once, on a semi-date. I asked him if he was seeing anyone. His response was very adamant: Nothing serious. That semi-date was the best date I've ever had, and really it wasn't a date.
So now I am on the verge of making some real changes in my life and I wonder if I should just give up and move on and just accept the friendship or tell him how I feel.
I've tried to "get over" him but just about the time I do, he does something so him and wonderful and I find myself thinking about the possibility all over again.
Wow, that felt good to write out, even if it is the really condensed version.
What's a girl to do?
Wednesday, February 26
All I want to know is that Sarah B. will B. ok!
